I am a sinner and I love other sinners.

I have been married to a man for over 11 years, within those years I have been pregnant 3 times by the same man I married and gave birth to all 3 of my children. I never stopped to wonder if I should love a woman before I married a man and the thought of not having any of my children never even crossed my mind. When I got married, I never even questioned whether I should or shouldn’t have children. I got pregnant and, to me, that was life. (more…)

Me, myself, and others

So far, I know that I am a Christian woman and that I love my family. I am also aware that there are certain things that I can do that others can’t and that I have things that others don’t. I have seen things in life that most people won’t have a chance of seeing and there are a lot of things that I have yet to see or that I probably will never see but others have. I don’t have some things that others consider to be important. Yet, I have things that are important to me that others won’t even consider getting. (more…)

Bible Verses in Regards to Death

There has been a lot of death and sorrow in my family lately and I needed something that would give me encouragement to go on living my life as “normal” as possible.

I am a strong believer in the phrase “Everything happens for a reason” and I know that we all have our own, individual, purpose, according to God’s will. Even still it is hard to deal with all of the sadness going on around me…especially with those I love and care for dearly. (more…)

My BP Life Story…

Hello, my name is Susan. I am wife of 11 years to John John and mother of Weston 10, Christian 8, and Star Jasmine 2.

Growing up I always thought negative about EVERYTHING. I never had anything that I wanted, never was cared for the way I thought I should have been, never appreciated anything in my life. I was miserable, unhappy, and depressed. (more…)

11 Years…Whoo Hoo!

John John and I have been married for 11 years, today! Can you believe it? I know I can’t.

All I can say is that I thank God for putting him in my life and for giving us the ability to forgive each other for ALL we have done to hurt each other.
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